and I’m tired of being the nice girl
tired of being a mouse
through with feeling that I can’t be me
feeling as if I’m gonna drown
tired of being lied to
telling me that you care
when the truth of the matter is
when I need you, you’re never there
you’re so busy wrapped in your own world
you don’t see me for who I am
and now I really have to wonder
did you ever give a damm
I admit that I was too trusting
admit that I wanted to be loved
so I stayed where you had placed me
waiting for you to see what was inside
I’m not who you thought I was
not the character you’d thought I’d be
it’s now that the truth will come out
It's past time to be me
I’m not a doll to play with whenever you feel like it
not the one who wants to party all the time
not the one to fix your problems
not the one to hold you together when you’re fucking up
not the one to be nice when you hurt me
not the one on the pedestal
not the one to disrespect
you don’t get me
you never did
you never wanted to
who did you think I was?
what did you think you could make me to be?
I now know who you are
finally see you for what you say
cause your words mean nothing
when your actions say otherwise
so now instead of asking for your respect
I will demand it as my due
cause I’m not gonna stay around any longer
if all I do is give pieces of me away to you
I deserve people I can trust
people with respect
the ones that help me to grow
the ones that make sense
no I’m not saying that there’s no love
or that I’m done with you
but things have got to change
or that last line Will come true
so this message is for all the ones in life
who think they got you straight
check yourself again
cause I am now finally taking my place
I know who I am
I will not let you define me
I will not be who you thought I was
I am evolving everyday
I will not stay stagnant
I will not let you bruise me
I will be alright
I am a sacred indivdual
I am deserve respect.