falling out of my mind with fever
wanting something that I know not what
is it your touch I crave
beating inside me so relentlessly

skimming your hands over my body
I shudder uncontrollably
all I need is one pulse
and I'm over the edge
 
how is it that you have the looks of an angel
and the mind of a sinner
I'm more than willing to do penance for you
just touch me and I say yes

tell me what you want from me
one word "open" and I do
take what you want from me
I'll not ask much in return

just

don't

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... ... ...  

(6/24/2013)

(some overdue writings... don't ask. these are for a friend)

Desire running rampant
coursing through my veins
I can hardly breathe for lack of space
lungs stop short confronted with you
All I want is to mold myself upon you like a vine creeper
Run my hands over you fuse our mouths together until I can't just breathe you for sustenance
Can't you see I'm burning, melting, dying with the rage of my desire for you
Dreaming of a touch unrequited
But the fuse has been ignited
And all I want to do is burn myself out on you
 (6/19/2011)  

 Elemental Longing

Somewhere    in    deep  within   deep    inside
that space    time     logic     train of thought continuum     is
a longing so deep               that
it frightened the Victorians
was abhorred by the Puritans 
banned by the Catholics           and so
    had it's head cover'd
    hemlines lower'd
    busts ensconced
    brow beaten verbally
and flat out denied of existence

The need for pure human connection
through tactile sensate emotion
has always been intrinsic to humanity     
 (12/18/2011)

(These are the mildly sexual ones... I've to get the harder ones off my Xdrive. But I promise more soon...)    
 
 

yeah.. this is going live....

Dead love walking
Ears tired of talking
Feelings gone numb
Nothing left to love

Empty shell hollow
No more promises of tomorrow
Done with the inconsistencies
Playing to forever mysteries
Given down to my last hope
Still swinging on that sad rope
Played thoroughly for years
Cried oceans of tears
Nothing matters anymore
No longer too oblivious to ignore
The daily damage is done
Love cancer from playing unprotected in the sun
I don't plan on dying another day
Life is hard enough to fake
Now freeing on the run
Living a new life just begun
Saying goodbye to dead love inside
No longer willing to hide
There's time for everything
And this here is a new spring
I'm willing to get up and fly
Even though I'm scared of heights
Every day is a gift
That I am no longer willing to miss
Living life here and now
So watch me as I take my bow
Feeling stronger than ever before
Rocking the world like never adored
Giving all I have to those who deserve it
Cause like haircolor says- Baby I'M WORTH IT.